I once had this friend.
She was my best friend I’ve ever had.
We did everything together for 8 years.
She’d come over before school.
She’d come over after school.
We had every class together.
She ate dinner with my family.
We shared everything.
She knew everything about me.
And I about her.
Then one day she disappeared.
No goodbye, No anything.
At first I thought it was probably my fault, I did something wrong or that I’m a bad friend.
But that really wasn’t the case.
I should have learned then that people always let you down.
It’s not like I asked her for anything, other then to be her friend.
I have come to the conclusion that people are just selfish and self involved.
I mean I guess I understand that,
It’s your life, look out for yourself.
I could never do that to anyone.
But the fact is that she didn’t care about me.
No one really does.
This just continues to happen.
I’m not even worth a fucking goodbye.
#march 2009 #me #still happening #hello margaret